hepi bday to u pejal!!!!...

huhu..hari ni genapla 20 tahun kelahiran kat salah sorang daripada 3 member baek aku ni...
name penuh beliau Muhammad Faidzal Bin Fadzil...
nama manje pula..fareez..kantoi pon bile aku dengar die borak ngn bapak beliau mase kat SDAR dulu...
tapi kengkadang aku panggil pejal xpon jal je..
fareez tu ayu sgt la..hehe..
perkenalan bermula semenjak Form 1 lagi...
mase kat SDAR dulu...

Awal2 masuk kitorang ni budak kelas BH (Burhanudin Helmi)...satu kelas start F1 sampai F5..
kelas Ar Razi...
nak dipendekkan citer..pejal ni budak pandai@ nerd kat kelas aku dulu..hehe...
so..ape2 pasal belajar ni..memang aku tanye die..sebab die lah mahadewa mase tu..
gempak giler..aku ni cikai je..hehe...
mase form 1 dulu..pejal dok dorm D2..aku plak D3..so senang la kitorang melepak bersama..
bile aku tau yang fareez ni anak dato'...lagi la aku cucuk jarum..
kui2..kengkadang mintak die belanje je..sebab aku tau die baek..hehe..jahat x?? jahat gak ar..
tapi fareez ok je..tu yang aku suke...
n lagi satu attitude yang aku suke...
fareez ni xsuke sgt orang ckp pasal status...
lagi2 bile aku cakap die anak dato'..huhu..
die xkesah pon kawan ngn sape..n die xnak orang bezakan die ngn budak2 laen...
status dato' tu pon die xnak cikgu letak kat dlm namelist..siap mintak buang lagi..
tu yang senang kawan ngn die ni...
fareez...fareez...

after that..aku rifqi chan n fareez jd akrab..lagi2 bile dok kelas yang same dalam mase 5 tahun kat SDAR...
n sampai sekarang pon still best frenz..huhu..
ngn fareez ni aku suke sgt..
die ni yang senang memahami aku...
memberi pandangan bile aku perlukan..
beri support bile aku tension n saket hati..
senang cter..kot part mengadu ni..mesti aku contact die..sebab aku percaye kat fareez..
kalau die xde, susah aku...sorang2 la aku giler kat sini..
bersyukur aku ade member baek cam ko pejal...tu pasal aku cyg ko..
bile aku tension..ko suruh cool down...selawat la..wat qiam la..tido la...
bile aku xlayan ko..ko cam rase bersalah..
kengkadang..xsampai ati aku nak wat ko rase camtu..
sebab aku takut ko hilang best fren aku yang sorang ni..
huhu...

pejal pejal...
aku ingat lagi ape yang berlaku kat kite dulu..
sape cakap best fren xgadoh...huhu..
entah la ape berlaku...
yang aku tau..
aku keras kepale lepas tu..xnak cakap ngn ko...dekat due minggu plak tu..
siap xamek kesah lagi pasal ko...
bile ko nak tegur..aku wat xtau je..aku blah macam tu...
aku ni entahla..kengkadang terlebey sensitif gak..
kot aku da start benci@ merajuk..lame tau..
nak layan balik..sori la..aku da xpandang...
aku rase time tu mesti ko rase sedih gler kan..
aku bukan BOTA yang ko kenal..
yang sentiase hepi bile borak ngn ko....
tapi entahla...aku buat ko giler gak ar aku rase..
after 2 weeks..aku pikir balik..nape aku jadi cm tu..
so aku neutral balik..aku rindu nak borak ngn kawan aku ni..
aku xnk kehilangan best fren aku ni...
tu pasal aku sape ko balik..n alhamdulillah..
sampai skang kite still kawan baek..hehe..
bile aku tanye balik pasal accident tu..
mesti ko cakap xingat..hehe...
cian kawan baek aku ni..huhu...
pasni xnak gado2 lagi k..huhu...

k la..aku malas nak wat cter sadis kat sini..
kang ramai nanges..
papepon..aku nak wish bday kat ko...
OTANJYOUBI OMEDETO!!!
BON ANNIVERSAIRE!!!
HEPI BDAY JAL!!! huhu...

blurrr..

entahla kenapa....
semua datang serentak...
tanpa diduga...
membuatkan diri ini terkesima...
terduduk...

entahla kenapa...
aku tak suka...
aku tak senyum...
aku tak gembira...
dengan semua ini...

entahla kenapa...
aku diam saje...
kurungkan diri ini...
tanpa memberi peluang...
pada mereka-mereka...

entahla kenapa...
aku cepat terasa...
dengan perlakuan mereka...
yang umpama saja mengenakan...
diri ini...

entahla kenapa...
aku bersikap begini...
dingin...
jarang berlaku padaku...
mengapa???

entahla kenapa...
nak lari saja....
dari realiti ini...
yang aku benci...
blurrr....

bersemangat...

huhu..aku rase skang ni aku xlarat la nak blogging bnyk kali..
seminggu sekali pon da kire baek kan..
minggu ni amatlah bz..aku rase la..
sebab kene anta assignment design ari jumaat lepas..
then ade test mechanics, n maths..
pastu ade quiz profesional praktis + kene wat pebblepad..
owh..itu x kire lagi ngn web learn tests math yg kene wat before ari ahad esok..
adoi2..banyak lagi rupenye..xpe2...
slow and steady bota...
bak kate fareez.." sebokkan diri ko tu,later will be better n better"...
haha..aku mmg suke sebok..n menyebok...
kot x sebok n menyebok tu bukan aku laa..haha..ye ke?? may b..kui2..

cter pasal assignment...
lecturer da kasi awal da soh siap..siap extent seminggu lagi..
haha..tu pon mau siap lewat plak...da start buat da minggu lepas..
aku xde ar buat terus kat kertas lukis..aku try conteng2 kat buku dulu..
nak tau care sebenar wat design2 tu..haha..bile da tau aku terus buat..
xde ar susah ikotkan..tapi susah bile xtanye n xtau je..kui2..
at last..khamis malam jumaat..
aku ngn member2 engin laen sume kumpul kat umah bella kat la trobe street..
buat punye la lame..sampai tertonggeng2 la sume orang..
umar ngn terbaring lagi..
syahir siap muke ngntok lagi..
nak xnak kene wat la..
dlm kol 2.30 pg..bleh kate hampir sume siap laa..
so time nak tggu yang laen..kitorang maen game vampire la..
haha...tergelak2 sakan bile tengok budak ni kelip2 mate..
da ar berair n merah..mate nak tdo ar kan..tapi best ar maen game ni.haha..
after that, balik umah jln kaki ramai2 pada pukul 3 pagi..sejuk gler...
haha...balik umah aku xterus tdo...sambung edit2 assignment then on9 setelah bape ari x on9..
haha...jai pon tdo umah aku..sebab xsggup balik umah die..sejuk..haha..
then esoknye hari jumaat..
bangun da mmg lewat..
escape kelas tutorial..haha..pastu anta la assgnment..

before that...pada hari khamis...
ade due test..
mechanics and math..
mechanics..mak oiii..susah gler...aku rase final answer untuk 4 soalan tu..
xde satu pon yang aku dapat..
nak kate xstudy..da bace buku bnyak kali..da paham da teori..
tapi bile tengok soalan.. bleh kate simple la katekan..
terus blur..cissss....geramnye!!!!!!!!!!!!
abes test..argh!!!! ni kene start study ni...patot ar senior ckp mechanics tu susah..
at least kat KBU dulu aku bley gak jawab..isk3..sabor je la..
xpe2..aku study betul2 pasni...exam 7 may nnt aku wat betol2..tengok la nnt....
super poyo BOTA akan dapat HD kat RMIT ni..haha...
HD(High Distinction) kot..
kui3..pastu math test..susah gak..seb baek open book test n bley bincang..
alhamdulillah..dapat gk jawab sume soklan...
xpe2...aku xsbr untuk teruskan pengajian and cuti yang mendatang..
winter vacation..haha...

nway..malam td..aku, syahir and izzat nazry p melepak n melesit kat Yarra River..
hoho..friday nite la katekan..ramai gler orang kat sini mabuk..xleh blah..
siap ade yang kene tarik ngn polis plak tu g balai..
haha...pastu tengok orang kat kelab2 menari plak..isk2..haha..
bosan2..kitorang call member2...
banyak budak intec and kms..
kitorang kuar lepak kat intersection nye kedai...
ade zana,wany,yus,mira,shida,bella and mya..
haha...saje lepak2 di malam hari...
pastu wat bising..sebab maen vampire lagi!!!! kui3...
jage mate..isk3...
pastu balik umah..terus tdo..
ngntok gler!!!! haha...
arini?? hmm...
setakat ni xwat paper..
malam ni da start bukak buku n jawab test online..huhu...

gud luck fikuri kun..kui3...

degil jugak la aku ni kan..

haha..cakap pasal this week..memang xleh blah...
kejap kate ok, kejap kate x...
kejap kate out, kejap kate in plak...
haha...ok la...
nak terus terang... aku ade cter pasal peha aku ni yang lebam kan...
mungkin disebabkan muscle yang overstretched...
so..aku restkan diri untuk beberapa hari...
dan dengan berat hatinye aku cakap kat captain bola aku yang aku xpdt maen..
huhu sedihnye.. sume orang cam kecewa gak ar bile aku announced xdpt maen...
nak wat camne?? aku patot rest kot..huhu...
so, bercutila aku.....
haha..then, aku join the HUJAN show kat melbourne ni...
diorang perform well..memang best.. haha...
ramai gler budak malaysia dtg.. so jadi macam perkampungan melayu ar sekejap..
haha...malam tu aku layan lagu..aku ni sebenarnye xde ar tau sgt lagu HUJAN ni...
xpe2..layan sudeh...bawak member2 dari sydney..palee,zaz, ngn fahmi...
kat situ, aku maen lompat2 ngn member...nak kate aku mmg layan lagu,x ar...
lompat2 pon sebab nak langgar2 diorang je...haha...best sepak2 diorang..
da lame xbuat...last pon kat sdar dulu..huhu...
then, ramai ar member bola aku perasan...
"oooo, maen bola xbleh, tapi layan lagu bleh plak ko eh..."
haha..no comment..balik dr show tu...kaki aku saket kot..huhu...
so,berehatla lagiiiiii....
malam rabu kot, aku call faidzal...dengan penuh bangge nye aku cakap...
"jal, i already made my decision not to play soccer for this umno cup"...
haha..dengan penuh confident nye aku cakap..kui3...
faidzal jawab "hmm,that's the best thing you should do...i'm totally hepi...kot ko maen,aku ketuk kepale ko!!!" haha...
garang sungguh..coz faidzal know how bad my condition is...thnx jal..siap kasi video lagi pasal lutut aku ni..haha...

after a 3 days rest, ade la improvement...lebam semakin berkurang..
n kondisi ku semakin baek...
hari jumaat @ semalam pon tibe....
ash@manager aku msg...
"anyone who want me to buy a shin pad, just text me"...
aku pon dengan gatalnye reply msg ash...
"aku da ade da,xyah beli untuk aku"...
then ash reply balik...
"weh, ko bleh maen x?? kite short 1 player nih..."
ops!!!! ooooo!!! oooo!!!...n dengan gatalnye aku reply balik..
"ye ke?? hmm..tengok la petang ni...aku rase macam bleh maen.."
petang pon tibe...
"bota, ko bleh maen x?? kejap injured, kejap ok" kate captain Oneng...
"haha..bleh kot...bleh3.."..aiks..cepatnye aku berubah..
ngn faidzal kemaen ar bersungguh ckp tanak...
ape kes ni?? haha..
"doink.haha..in da end, it's u who decide 4 urself" msg faidzal...
then aku mintak faidzal doa aku agar xinjured untuk game esoknye..huhu...

game day..group A...
bleh dikatekan sume team kuat...
there are:
Queensland, Adelaide, Clazio, DROP OUT, n Kaki Bangku..
sume team hebat..n kebanyakan game banyak seri...
n we expect that Kaki Bangku will easily lead the group..
coz their team is superb...n Adelaide also will perform well, coz there are the defending champion..
so..the matches begin...
for our team results...
DROP OUT vs Clazio (2-2)
DROP OUT vs Adelaide (0-0)
DROP OUT vs Queensland (0-2)
DROP OUT vs Kaki Bangku (1-1)

for others' results for group A are:
Adelaide vs Kaki Bangku (1-1)
Adelaide vs Clazio (1-2)
Adelaide vs Queensland (0-0)
Clazio vs Kaki Bangku (1-0)
Clazio vs Queensland (0-1)
Kaki Bangku vs Queesland (0-0)

aku rase..each match was really though..fair..n 50-50 to win...
in da end..the final standing was:
1. Queensland
2. Clazio
3. DROP OUT
4. Adelaide
5. Kaki Bangku

I'm totally sure that all the Kaki Bangku players were really frustated eventhough they played well...haha...coz they are already started their training since last year i think..and we are just organized our new team...still had no much understanding well..
hope we will slowly improve our performance..haha...
our target is to win umno cup next year..huhu..
n i will make myself fit n ready before the tournament begins..
wanna avoid any injury at that time..n prepare to be the left wing for next year's team...
watch me out..haha...

easter break....

hye...salam...
long time no see...long time no story....
now i have time to write something in this blog..
actually, i just came back from today's activity...
here..our ISMA organized MELBOND games..
there were 3 games that each team need to participate...
futsal, volleyball and basketball...
it was a good day today coz all of us enjoyed our time well..haha...
and..just wanted to share that...
i just played volleyball only coz of my injuries...
don't dare to take risk by playing futsal n volleyball coz I think about my future...
haha...i was the best referee today coz I handled all the games..especially the FINAL games too..haha..
besides, i made my final decision...not to play soccer for my team for this coming saturday..
umno cup competition...
sori to all of my 'DROP OUT' teammates...hope u all will play well and win the cup...
and hope I can join all of u next year...
to my captain, Oneng and my manager, Ash..no worries mates...
I'll go and support all of u from outside of the field..just enjoy guys...
i chose to live well..haha...hope that i will recover soon...
it takes time...about 1-2 weeks...
then i would like to develop my muscle slowly by going to the gym and do some exercises which can strengthen my leg..huhu..

ok..for this whole week...i just stayed in melbourne...
not much things i did...
haha..oh last week...i went to smith street..spent about $100 just to buy sports' equipments.....haha...that's me...
like to buy sports' things...haha....
whatelse i did huh?? hmm...nothing...
most of my housemates went to camping trip at the Great Ocean Road..
but..i didn't..coz of my injuries...need to have a lot of rest..
so, i can't tell of u about the GOR..huhu..perhaps next year...
the opportunities will come mates..no worries...

lastly, it's hard to start a thing even u just thing about how to start it..
haha...it means that...
I DIDN'T START DOING MY ASSIGNMENT YETTTT!!!!!!
haha...
what a LEBAT MAN!!!..haha...
wanna do my assignment after this and finish early...
please...huhu...

nak maju....i

huhu..da masuk week 5 da aku nye kelas..
skang ni cuti...baru je dpt cuti..
easter break..seminggu gak ar cuti..huhu..
masalah2...
kenapa aku malas sgt eh?? adoi2...
this is the biggest prob that i should tackle...
huhu...ape tak nye...
assignment da ade..tapi aku xbuat lagi..lagi ade break or holidays lagi la aku malas..
macam mane ni?? isk3..teruk betull..
bukan susah sangat pon...
engineering design nye assignmen je..
kene lukis2...
tu pon aku malas nak wat..haha...
tapi aku try gak ar buat...
terase plak hidup kat sini terlampau relax...
lagi2 bile aku tau lecturer aku tambah lagi seminggu untuk deadline..yippie...xbuat laa..
n then for engineering mechanics@physics..langsung aku lepak..
coz my lecturer said...
"50% is considered pass"..haha..
aku tergelak je..best gler masuk RMIT kot gini..padahal...subject ni ar paling mencabar bagi aku..
insyaAllah aku try lagi rajen..
tapi malam ni x laa..haha...nak kate sehari ni aku blaja..xla plak..
kuar n habiskan duet ade ar..
hari ni je da abes $100++...
beli barang sport je...
haha..pe daa bota..ko ni kaki da injured pon still xsedar nak stop maen...
still dok pikir pasal friendly hari sabtu ni..
nak maen ke xnak???
arghhh...aku xmaen..biar elok dulu injury ni...
kui3..
bile aku nak study ni?? hmm...
ahad ngn isnin da xbleh daa...nak p..
The Great Oceon Road..huhu..camping kat sane..kompem penat bile balik nnt...
6hb ni ade melbond games plak..adoiiyaiii...
test da dekat...lab test pon da dekat..haha...assignment pon da dekat...
"kenapa la ko ni aktif sgt bota??" bak kata faidzal...
aku pon jawab...
"mane la aku tau" hehe...
bagi aku laaa...lagi aku aktif..lagi aku rajen nak wat keje...
lagi aku pasif..lagi best aku tdo...
maklomla...otak xberjalan pon...
haha...
insyaAllah..nnt aku spend gak lebey mase untuk study...
lagipon maghrib pon makin lame makin cpat..
petang pon makin lama makin sekejap...
so
may be ade lebey mase untuk study...
c'mon bota...jpa bayar ko dtg sini bukan untuk enjoy..
untuk sehelai kertas degree tu je...kot xdpat..
nyesal aku..malu aku ngn orang kampung..malu ngn cikgu2....
so..i will try my best..i wanna be the best here even though i noticed that the competition is really strong..huhu...


* alamak...konsert HUJAN plak 7 April nii....huhu...
kene p gak..haha...terok bebenor aku ni...kui3..chill2...