don't make noise...........

ohhh...i'm getting hurt day by day coz of this world..coz of our life...coz our politics... coz our demonstration....i can't say anything..coz i am not the one that like to make noise..to make something becomes hot and hot...when we try to object or support something radically, some parties or people will hate us....

so...this time...i want to share my opinion on what's happening nowadays....this is just my opinion...
one of the characteristics of being a legend or a good leader is accept another opinion...
so, where we are going to start...ok....
look at our politics itself in malaysia...it's getting worst day by day....about jump party, karpal singh got bullets, everybody tried to ruin our royal constitution, protest, demonstration and more....what can i said here is everybody try to show their strength, their goodness... what's the point??? everybody can't accept another opinion..everybody wanna show that they are the truth..so must follow them...i don't wanna touch about our political issue so much..let it be...i just can watch from far..what will happen and try to expect what will happen to us also....
i just wanna take a very simple example of this problem....
it is leadership....
yesss...that's the problem....since when we are started learning to be a leader???
i think most of us will say that since our primary school or certain will say secondary school....
in my opinion, it's not easy to be a REAL good leader....a leader is not born...but, leader can be born if we polish their talent...
actually, during this age, we also have to face such challenges or problems like the real politic system...the difference is we don't use money to deal with somebody... we just learn on how to coorperate with the others, how to settle all the problems in the school, how to bring up our school's name and etc....
actually. in the organisation itself faces certain problems....problems with the members...problem with the decision...some will try to oppose..
not everyone agrees with the decision...some will just keep quite coz they don't want to participate perhaps.....frankly speaking...in our living,there are different stages of people...who got power, who live under the power, and who got no power and poor.....
first... when we get power..we get wealth in this world..we will easy to forget our root... we want every things.. we want to show that we are the best..exactly is not..we actually can't say " i'm the best".....coz we are human...we are not god....we should know where we stand...if god take our BEST, we won't be the best anymore..perhaps the dumb one....so, just keep being yourself....
second, if we are the person who works under the power, we always wondering to be like them...sometime they do not ever look at our job..our reputation...our hardwork...sometimes, they will just select another person, or anybody that does not have any relationship with the company to be your leader...perhaps their niece or children..but we still need to respect them......
and the third category, i also sympathy with them...this world is actually cruel...every company try to find only best student or person to work with them...the one that qualified with all the qualifications..so, this type of people will miss evrythings coz they will get nothing...no education, no talent, no one wanna polish them..they will be left out......

ok..now...we look back at our own life...our own system...
look at our own leader....i believe that not all of us satisfy with what our leader's decision...
sometimes, we feel like he or she never want to know or ask about our opinion...
all they want us to do is just follow them...yess.. this is the problem...
one dissatisfy... and one make another more dissatisfy...
so??? what should we do???
first of all...i want to remind that nobody's perfect in this world...
in follower point of view...we want the leader to know what our problem,
our opinion, our wish and etc...if the leader just take it simply..
we will get mad coz we think that he or she does not considerate with us...
then...we start to rebel...start to hate him....actually...
getting mad is not the best way to show our displease....
btw...it is also not good attitude...it's mean that u never respect him...
in islamic, we as a follower should respect our leader eventhough he is a black that work as a sword maker or as a labour...as long as he's our leader..we must show our respect...
no respect, everything will turn out....

while, in leader point of view.....
we try to do everything to our club members, our society, community and whatever...
we do our best..with all the strength we have...we brainstorm our head,our mind...
think about what should we do to make our society alive....
sometimes, when we ask all the members to participate in activities that we have organised,
some will not join it..they prefer not to follow us...that's a challenge...
as a leader we should ask and try to understand them..why they don't want to join us....
and sometimes, everyone really hates us with our decision...but we never asked them why....
perhaps, they want our full explanation...may be we forget about that part....
as i said..nobody's perfect...
one thing that i know is... what makes a leader sad or want to cry....
it's when the members start to rebel him..start to hate him....he or she try to do the job whole-heartedly, but at the end...no body appreciate him...this is the part that every leader will feel so sad...we...as a follower should take note on this...please..please appreciate what our leader had done to us....

honestly....
it's difficult to be a very good leader....
that everybody respects....
that have its own "aura"....
not think about popularity....
not because want the title...having a title is nothing..only a title that make us forget our root..
have a great credibilty....
and brave to face everything...
from a smaller case till the biggest one...
one he say something, everyone will follow the order...
and a good leader means...
every member love him....not afraid with him....
and do not want to lose him............

finally...u think on your own....cooperation between both leader and follower is important in order to organise the society....
tq.......





...............................peace................................................

A.I.A ( ayah ibu anak )

have u ever heard this song???
i really like this song....
it is a very simple song..with a simple lyrics...
i enjoy sing this song...
hopefully..
u too.....

" janganlah engkau....
menangis lagi....
yakinkan aman itu di sisi....
wahai insann....sempurnakan...
hadirmu membawa seribu warna......

#chorus
kini kau lupakan ibu...
lupakan juga ayahmu...
mengapa kau begitu setelah sinar kau ketemu...
tidakkah kau kasihan..
ibu mu sendirian..
di sini bukan syurga patut kau campakkan....

ayah ayahhh....
jari kecilmu, setia berselam...........
tangis tawa....
bukanlah duka...
jadi ingatan mengusik jiwa....

#chorus...."

u know what this song mean...
so....
just remember...
love your parent.....
take good care of them...
always ask their apologise if we do wrong things...
as they are still here....in this world...

.....still breathing......

black.....
horror....
peace......
hah...hah...hah...hah....
what has happened to me????
where am i????
where???????????
i just woke up from my....
was that a dream??? no.....
so?????

falshback.....................
me......
afif...........
and my motor.................
we went to subang jaya..casa subang....
met our friends......needed some help from them......
faris and faisal fuad....................
after met them..............
we went lunch at ss2, shah alam.......
with my friends, topek and nizam ghazali.............
ate a lot.....+ ABC.........
then, went to AUSMAT carnival at INTEC.............
but, it was quite late........
most visitors are already returned....
enjoyed a simple performance from 'COUPLE'
met and chat with mahbib and balooo......
they were the crew......
then....
oh...kulai was also there....quite 'berisi'.....
hehe.....
oh...it was about 3.00 p.m.....
got to go....
watcha.......it was raining.....
rode a motor.....
lost somewhere in klang...
tried to find the highways....
ah...before that....i left my batch's jacket at the restaurant....
huhu.......
it was raining like cat and dog..........
just kept going.....
even my body got hurt becoz of the rain.............
found our real route to return to BU.....
there were many cars on the road.............
followed a red BMW from behind....
suddenly...........
it turned left without a signal.............
we were so shocked...............
ah............
there were borders in front..( yang palang2 merah tu...ade yang patah2)....
what should we do????????????
there was no time to think....
only 2 options in my mind...........
1st, just hit it.....and u'll safe...hopefully.....
2nd, try avoid from hitting it.....turn to the right which we might get accident............
but................
no need to think...............
only left 10 metres..........
and our speed was 70km/h...............
argh...........................


black...............
horror..................
peace...................

















we are safe now..............we hit and turned a little bit right.....
the motor moved up or jumped a little bit high............
gosh......my motor was stabled.........not sliding on the road........
we managed to avoid from any accident occurs.......
if not.................
after that.........we stopped under the bridge...........
took sometimes to release our trauma..............
started our journey again.............
a few minutes later..........
in front sg buloh toll..........
there was an accident....
just happened..........
three cars crashed...........
at that time.........
we are so grateful...............
thanx to Allah............
coz still us chance to live........
to breath...........


............................still breathing....................

remembering my childhood's evening......

did u enjoy your early life as a kid????
i believe yess....hope that all of u have ur own memories....
what i am gonna share here is all about my 'kids world'....
i couldn't wait even 5 minutes when it was my time to rock and roll.....
my friends....my field....my court.....my lane..... all there....
i wanted to run..fastly...enthuasismly......
i missed to play all games that made me happy....
at that moment....i was free....
nothing else to do.....except play play n play....
no work, no dateline, no study, no revision, no stress...
no appointment, no assignment and no headache....
with who i played???
of course with my friends, my siblings and sometimes with my mom....
hehehehe....
what we played??
yeah!!!! that's a good question.....
i played a lot....a lot until u can't believe what i'm gonna say after this...
had u ever played "maen masak2"...i played with my girl friends....
took the leaves, roots, and etc...
then...brought them to a 'kitchen'..hehe....cut cut and cut...
then, cook it....no fire...no matches....no meat....
just act like u see everything....
imagine u are having a tea...huhuhuhu...what the heck???
a boy played this game...with da girls????
hahahaha.....
and i also spent my time playing police and thief every evening... i dunno y i loved to play this game....
may be coz we can easily get sweat...hehe....actually, at that moment....
all of us did not know how to say police and thief in the exact way...
we just called it as 'police tentry'...
hehehe..now i just knew it when i asked my frend here..hahaha....
don't laugh at me..like gugan said....coz we lived far away from city....
we just kampong boys.....
hehe.....sometimes, i got hurt coz i fell down when running too fast...
just not being chased by the 'police'....
actually, we also can learn some values from this game....
first, we know how fast should we run away from the police....so, when u did a wrong thing in this world,try la run and run...u still can't run from the judgement day....
2nd, it teach us on how to be a good police....try to catch all the thieves.....all of them..eventhough we will get tired... and sometimes, they easily escape from our view...it's hard actually...
another game that i enjoyed playing it was " maen panjat2"...
wow....it's exciting to kids....that was the time to be like a monkey....
hehe....if u are in a group..yeah...same...exactly like a group of monkey...
huhuhuhu....and also dun forget to make noise....
"people will like it".....
hahaha....yiiiiiihhaaaaaaaa.......
to me, a boy should know how to climb the tree....
it's nothing to say about frighten of height or "gayat"....
honestly, if my father know i climb the tree...he will beat me on the spot.....
hahaha.....coz i know he loves his son...hehehe.....
u do and u know....there are another games i really liked to play...::::

i. galah panjang....
ii.gasing
iii. baling selipar....
iv. lat talilat lali tamplom...hehehe....
v. catch a droganfly,bird,"ikan bilis", frog and for sure not snake k...
vi. hide and seek....
vii. a doll....

hehe..actually i got more...
but, it's hard to recall it again coz i'm getting older day by day...
so....i just can smile and miss my childhood....
it's hard to replace it...
if i am given another opportunity....
i really wanna be a child again.....
that was the time i was free....
happy.....
and.......
huhhhhhh..it's hard to say.......
all i can say is...
thank to Allah coz gave me all the experienced and memories that i try to remember...

....................peace......................

what a frantic weekend....

after finished our last class on friday...
we had much time to enjoy our weekend coz we got extra holiday...thaipusam...
so...my frantic moment started at 11 pm....
my frenz and i went to uptown damansara...
we wanted to interview people, take pictures and more...
we seems like a 360 crew...
try to find out what they do....
actually, we are doing our documentary.....
fortunately, we are lucky coz we found certain people that agreed to be interviewed by us....
then...we went back at 2 am...hahaha..so exhausted...
the next day, saturday....woke up early..
coz my sdar frenz wanted to celebrate my birthday..
thnx to achan, faris and qari2..
love you all...
i cooked fried rice for them..
they bought me a yummy cake..hehe..chocholate cake..my favourite....
thanx thanx and thanx....
we spent our time together....
hang out at OU..
and also watched ong bak 2 at gsc...
the movie was amazing with da actions...however...the end of it was quite disappointed..
u watch it laaaa..then u'll know...
after that..we ate, and went back to BU6..
hehe..but, ah chan followed her mom...
i sent faris back to casa subang..
i did my maghrib prayer in his room..that's the first time i came to his apartment...quite exclusive...
hehe....
then i went back to bandar utama...
however, i missed my route...so..without any options.. i took the busiest route at that moment..
LDP...
wah..so crowded with cars..
hahahaha..took times to pass through all of them....
after arrived home...i took qari2 out to dine...
then we went back...
on sunday...
i sent qari2 back to his lovely TBP...
hehe....at 9 am..
that also was my first time entered his room...quite pleasant...
i spent about 15 minutes there...also disturbed kinok for a while..hehe...
then...i departed....i had things to do....
after slept for a while...
my housemates and i went out again...had lunch with mr bukhori...our warden.thanx to him coz belanja us..
hehe....
after that...i rushed to house no 71...
my 360 crew still not have enough source and facts for da documetary...
we went to OU...
next, we entered nike outlet...
we asked permission to interview about the original product...
but..they teased us badly...humiliated us...
it was so annoying.. we got trauma bcoz of that...
another option...royal sports shop...
it's quite different from the nike..
they served us in a good way...they spoke to us nicely...
but..nobody of them wanted to be interviewed...that's the problem..
haha..then, we asked permission to take video and pictures for the real product...
however, they didn't give...it's okay for us as long as they tell us in a proper way....
then...we went to the curve..to find the main office of nike...
before that... we stopped at al -ikhsan..it was a tremendous moment coz they cooperated with us very well...it's so pleasant....we interviewed one of them...
after finished...we tried to find the nike office..oh..we found it...
but...it's closed coz of sunday...heheehehe...
and today..i spent most of my time studied and finished all the homeworks and assignments.....hehehe..until now..still not finished actually..okay...i want to continue my work...bubye....