dilemma...

wow...this is a great time for me to post a new post...
run away from the real life for a while...
release my tension...
yup
dilemma...have you ever been in dilemma???
for sure...this is complicated right?
but here..i would like to focus more on our recent spm candidates..
just got your result?? so how's???
ok?? great?? kiok?? or ko??
actually...for me, it doesn't matter..as long as you know how to survive in this world..
that's great..furthermore..don't be so sad or frustated if you didn't get a good result...
life always be like this..i still remember what my late mom said.." life is like a wheel...sometimes we will be at the top, sometimes we will be at the bottom.." so..u know what it meant right...
actually, after we graduated our secondary school, our war is just began... we need to survive..we still need to learn more thing...learning is a process where we can gain knowledge and experience...so...don't stop learning..you must have your own goal..strive towards it...with full commitment and determination...and with the help from Allah...you will succeed....

ok..back to our main topic..dilemma...i also can't run from this matter...
i also had faced this problem..is it a problem?? i think yup..coz it makes our brain to think deeply...
haha..life without problems is %^$@ right...so, we should enjoy facing problem coz from here..we gain experience..so...when i got my result last year..i was in dilemma..which one ( scholarship )
should i choose?? jpa?? mara?? ypm?? ytm???
alhamdulillah i got jpa..so, at that moment it was so tension....i could not make a good decision....
so..i just hoped that i will get a scholarship..coz this is not a thing to play with...my view is, if you want a scholarship, you should understant with certain things..you must perform well in your study bcoz you are going to be our country's representative...you must score 90% above...
you are among the best....you also should show your great attitude...and more...money is also the other thing...how you will use the scholarship given? more to buy books?? or entertainment?? or buy clothes?? or buy a laptop and forget to do revision?? it's up to you to define it..

so...how you are going to choose?? seek further information about your interested field that you want to take...ask your parents and those who related with you...
choose the best one..your favourite..don't choose unfamiliar course..you will get problem in the future...
and do your best when you are required to go for an interview....haha....
* note that this is for students that succeed with a flying colour..
so..for those who got not a very good result...don't too over sad...
haha...find a good ipta or matrix or politechnic or ikbn...study hard..don't play too much..focus on your study..you also can succeed....success is everywhere...the more you give..the more you get...
don't spend too much time to enjoy yourself...
work harder...improve yourself..always be positive..believe your self...say to your self that..one day, you will beat the others..hehe..this type of people we ant in this country...that have a great determination and har working...don't say too much..my philosophy is simple....
" talk less, work more "..

lastly, i pray all of you will achieve your goal..good luck guys!!!!

maulidul rasul....

ya Allah....akhirnya dapat jua diri ini menyambut maulidur rasul....
hari ini penuh bermakna bagiku...
biarpun tidak menyambutnya seperti tahun2 sebelum ini...
kala dulu...
diri ini sudah siap2 untuk ke masjid....
kemudian beramai ramai bersama rakan dan taulan...
bertebaran...
berjalan bersama sama....
sambil berzikir mengagungkan kehebatan Allah yang esa...
dan juga menyampaikan salam pada rasul tercinta..
moga2 kali ini menjadi makna....
untuk diri ini.....
salam dan al-fatihah pada Rasulullah S.A.W....

kampong boy....

watch the news, television and also from the internet....
PPSMI............this is the big issue nowadays that brings malaysian to voice out....demonstrate...
and fight..........it's about our education system.....learning science and mathematics in english....
what's the relationship with our main topic??
actually..i wanna highlight here why people want to change this system...
from learning in english to our mother tongue language...( malay language )....
most of them are worried about our students from the kampong or suburban area...
they afraid if these students can't adapt english in their learning...
i wanna ask one thing....
do they really care about kampong students out there???
why i ask such this question....
read more..than u know....
honestly, i am one of them...i am a kampong boy....
to tell the truth...the lifestyle of a kampong boy is really different from the city boy...
especially in my era....
we live in a harsh condition...in which we do not have time to waste our money at the shopping mall...but we learn how to find money..by working..starting from you are in standard 3..perhaps...we plant bananas, rambutans, durians, vegetables and etc...we learn how to take care of them...then..we sell them to the dealers....some off us also will help our parents by rubber tapping..everyday go to the rubber orchard early in the morning just to get money and earn our living..the price of latex depend on the wold wide price...if the commodity price go down..we will sick..why??? coz we don't have enough money to buy our basic things..such as food....other than that...............
we spend most of our time by doing something or playing...sometimes we will go fishing till late of night.."menajur" also...go into the jungle...search for paku pakis, petai, jering...and sometimes..follow our father and go for hunting....
there's no handphone connection or network coverage in our place...we just depend on the public phones and our home phone to call our relative outside from our area....
because of all of these, i am very grateful coz was brought up in this condition...
i learnt on how to appreciate everything...however, honestly, it is hard for us to concentrate with our studies...we got no interested in learning...because of the condition i think..and also the motivation we get...
i do not know exactly how's the upbringing of a city boy...
i can't say much..all i know is they are more modern, stylo and educated from us.....

in village, it's hard to find a person that can speak in english...this is one of the factor why the kampong students get low mark for english language and the related subject....
this is because of the surrounding....if i live in city, i can adapt with english speaking condition easily...
furthermore..why the students do not attracted to work harder and succeed is may be because of the education system itself...i just wanna ask that....
do the school in the city get excellent teachers?? perhaps yess...not like us...
when one of our teacher perform well and award by the government..after that..for sure..they will be transferred to the other best school..why is this happening?? why must left us without our best teacher..that's the question..why not send most of best teachers to our area...rural area...it's not impossible for us to succeed..perhaps can be better than the other best school..and most of kampong boy will be educated..

next..i've several opinion on why best student from the rural area can't perform well in their further study..when they get place in college or ipta in the city..
most of them will get culture shock..this is because they never ever do or try certain things...
such as internet...nightclub...star lrt..klcc...the curve..OU...laptop..psp..and more....
because of these things..they forget to study..to do revision...and lastly become lazy...
but i believe not most of them involve in this problems....
and kampong boys will learn how to adapt or settle in everything....
.........
my wish is..please help our kampong students....
they need help, motivation and strenght to survive....when i was in form 5..my school did a motivation programme..i went to seliau in negeri sembilan..and gua musang in kelantan...
we spent 3 days 2 night at seliau and 2 days one night at gua musang...
we just tried to give some motivation to them..when the first time we met them..we were so sad..coz they did not get enough support and facilities...we tried to cheered them up..we adapted them with a good condition and style of study...we told them some story that can attract them to study...we challenged them to get straight a's in their UPSR...we did everything..but i think...still not enough for 3 days....we hoped they'll success..finally..when we knew the results..we were so grateful..both school showed some improvement..from only 2 student got straight a's the year before to 14 students...it's quite amazing...

from the above situation..it shows that we need to help them..not just money..but all things that we can contribute....it's not about ppsmi..so??? think yourself....