~~again~~

it comes back again..
painful..
terrible..
horrific..
after 1 and a half years..
once you break you knee..
you know la...
difficult to move...
and do everything what u like...
still suffering..
is this gonna be permanent in my life??
huhu..
yesterday i heard what i heard one n half years ago..
the "crack" ...
huhu..
i don't deserve to be like this...
i wanna jump high..
i wanna run fast..
i wanna play rugby..
and badminton..huhu...
rehabilitation?? perhaps...
hmmm....
matteru ne...
i will be back...uhuhu...