~~again~~

it comes back again..
painful..
terrible..
horrific..
after 1 and a half years..
once you break you knee..
you know la...
difficult to move...
and do everything what u like...
still suffering..
is this gonna be permanent in my life??
huhu..
yesterday i heard what i heard one n half years ago..
the "crack" ...
huhu..
i don't deserve to be like this...
i wanna jump high..
i wanna run fast..
i wanna play rugby..
and badminton..huhu...
rehabilitation?? perhaps...
hmmm....
matteru ne...
i will be back...uhuhu...

budak-budak skang...

ade la baru-baru ni ku melepak di tepi taman bersama rakan-rakan...
baru ku perasan...
ramai jugak bebudak maen kat taman ni..
ade yang lari sane lari sini..
ade yang maen beskal..
ade yang men kejar2...
maen roller blade pon ade..
tapi yang kompem2 maen kat playground ar...
tu semestinye...
tapi ku mengeluh juga...
"rugi diorang yek"...
bukan pe...
ku masih ingat waktu ku kecik2 dulu..
maen jugak petang2..
tapi lagi manyak bende la aku maen...
ingat lagi maen ape ntah..
tapi yang kompem2 banyak la kene nyanyi..
yang ni aku ingat lagi...
semua beratur panjang sampai belakang..
ku rase tu sume jadi kambeng kot xsilap la...
pastu ade datok harimau...
nyanyi la ramai2..
"pukol berapa datok harimau" (yang aku ingat ler)
pastu yang jadi datok rimau pon jawab la...
rimau bleh jawab...tau waktu plak tu..memang pandai datok rimau ni..haha...
mase kecik juga..ku x ingat pe bende yang ku maen ni...
tapi lagunye berbunyi begini..
"jan jan jala itik terjala anak ayam..berapa lubang kancil..seratos lima puluh"
mende nye game ar..yang ku tau..best tu...
haha....
nak pilih geng pon kene nyanyi kan???
haha...
"lat tali lat lali tamplom"
"plom"
haha...
lebey kurang jang keng pom versi jepon laa...
"shoushuagu, jang keng pom, aikudesho...achimete hooiii"..
haha...
best2...
senang cter...
mase kecik2 dulu..
sambil maen..nek moyang kite ajar menyanyi gak....
ade unsur2 moral disitu kalo kite menghayati lagu2 tersebut...
ape2 pon..xleh lawan ar ngn budak2 skang,...
diorang sume dapat..
cakap je ape ko nak..
pistol air?? kete kayuh tu?? senapang mainan?? sume ada..haha...
mmg berbeda la antara zaman ku dengan zaman skang..
ape2 pon..
yang penting..tujuan utama memberi anak2 maen kat taman ialah...
biar diorang ade kawan n jadi aktif...
takut nnt terperuk je kat umah dan xtau pe nak buat..
biar la die rase penat berlari..kot jatuh pon xpe...
at least rase gak ar saket...huhu...
eh...macam pakar kanak2 plak aku ni..
haha....
k la..
mau bersantai...salam....

close the old..open the new...

chapter...
now..let's us begin the new chapter of our life...
nisfu syaaban...
it's good to recite surah yasin with friends and pray for what we want...
forget and learn from the past..
then start the new one...
life goes on...
more hurdles we need to jump..
we need to run...
n pass all of 'em...
if we fail..keep going on and try again...
pray..pray,pray and try harder..
with Allah bless...
insyaAllah we can...
life is full with surprise..
only we..
the one who can face it..
whether we shock..faint...cry..or happy...
it's us...
gud luck yeah...
.....k...nyte....already 3 a.m..
haha....

tired...

ayoyo..i just came back from klcc..
hang out with my best friends..
chan zal n reef...
helped chan to buy external hard disk...
there were so many people..
too crowded...
n i also coincidentally met my teacher..miss mardiana at kinokuniya n also 'aisyah san..
just had a very little conversation with 'em coz i was rushing to have a lunch n also harry porter..
had lunch with maro, finie and farah cecilia (ypm)...
hehe...
i was so surprised when my lunch set was so expensive..
rm 10 maaa...
i just took a white rice, 3 prawns, yasai n dunno that little thing...
rm10....what the heck??? haha...
reefqi just laughed at me...
haha...
based on maro's info..
he will fly to indon on this coming 20th august...
at around 9 am..so early maa...
hmm...i just thinking sumting..can i send him??? i have class...
perhaps not..
just wanna wish gud luck to him...hope can see him again...
then cecilia is still like before...
haha...asking me to buy her sundae ice cream..haha...not today...gomen ne...
next time...
then...we enjoyed watching harry porter..haha...quite nice...n fun...
after that..it's ice blended time...
we attacked coffee bean..that was the first time in my life...
i mean...drink..nope...tasting...hmm..perhaps...ice blended..muahahaha...
after solat..last thing to do...to have a dinner...hmmm..this time i ate pasta...mushroom i thought..
i really like the meat balls...so nice to eat..ahaha...
n then...we dismissed...
>>oh forgot..also had a nice conversation with suki and haslini..<<
went back with my housemate...fahmi, aizat n izat...
i think..this is the last time for me to go out...
after this..i'm going to make my life busier and busier...
want to perform well n go to australia to further my study...
hope God bless me...
jya na...